I have thoroughly enjoyed this month off from visiting my RE and calling out of work and giving myself shots, and gaining more weight. I did use an OPK just to try a little on our own, you know, the fun way, without a syringe, a doctor and a nurse. :). According to my OPK results today should be 11-12 DPO.
I have been trying to work a lot of extra days to pay for our next cycle so I have been very busy. On my way home for the past two nights I have been very nauseated so when I got home last night, I thought what the heck, why not test? I completely thought it would be negative. I peed, dipped the stick and watched. I started seeing lines.. I yelled for my husband and called him by his name so he came quickly. I backed out of the restroom to lean against the wall, then he turned around to hold me and I stared bawling crying with a weird mix of laughing. Not very becoming. We both went back to look at the test and there is a reason you should wait the given time. There was only ONE line sitting on my sink. My husband admitted he had no idea what he was looking at, he trusted me to not be a crazy lunatic seeing lines that aren’t there. What did I see? I’ve looked at my share of negative tests… I saw it! But obviously I didn’t. My mind has started to play tricks on me, not cool, not cool at all. I have not been embarrassed in front of Mr. B since the very first time we went swimming together on a date and I came out of the water with a booger on my nose and he had to tell me it was there. Last night was a pretty big booger.
Now I have a glimpse of what my life will feel like when I do actually get a positive. So much joy was felt by the both of us in those thirty seconds! I can’t wait to see my REAL BFP!
PS. It was definitely negative, I took another test this morning. Now we wait for the red wave! 🙂
I hope everyone is having a great week!