So I’m sure it’s killing y’all to find out why my dr pissed me off, I knew it! Haha. Well, my appointment on April 22nd was supposed to be about discussing gonadatropins. I got there early, signed in and waited. They called my name, I went back, they took my vitals and sat me in the exam room. I play Candy Crush while I wait at the dr, it’s a good time killer while I’m anxious. My RE came in, sat down read over my chart. We had the usual pleasantries, then he said let’s do one more round of clomid. WTF? . My mouth stayed shut for fear that I would burst out crying as soon as I squeaked a sound. Please know that I’ve already done two cycles of clomid and they made me take one month off before we started gonadatropins. He made me waste a month of precious time!!!! They could’ve called me on the phone to tell me, I know how to take the clomid! The office is not around the corner, it’s two hours away! I finally managed to squeak out the word why?. He told me that he really thinks the third round will work, well I really thought the first one would work. No one knows when it will work! I thought our chances of conceiving would be higher with gonadatropins. I was ready for a new plan of attack.
I completely respect my dr’s decision but it still hurt my feelings and pisses me off.
And now my body feels off! I don’t think I ovulated this month, that is never a problem with me. I used an OPK starting on day CD10, I never got a positive, though one day while at work the reader gave me an error message so who knows. But I never felt any mittelschmerz like I usually do and little to no CM. So I made sure Mr. B and I bd every other day just in case. Now my nipples are sore, they are never sore! I had some leg cramping last night which I’ve never had before in my life. That hurt like a mug, too! This could all be nothing especially since I don’t think I ovulated. So now I’m waiting on the next cycle to start and I have no clue when AF should come since no ovulation day to count from.
Ugh! So frustrating!
Special thoughts go out to those in the path of the storms yesterday and the ones in the path for the storms coming this afternoon. I slept zero minutes last night, the thunder was too loud! And sirens stayed blaring!